Alicia Keys Comes Out of Her Corner Fighting

Grammy-award winning singer talks candidly about being "confused and out of it."

ByABC News
April 14, 2008, 11:29 AM

April 14, 2008 — -- Among today's young female stars, Alicia Keys -- 11-time Grammy-winning singer/songwriter, budding actress, anti-AIDS activist and all-around pop-culture role model -- would seem one of the least likely to have a nervous breakdown.

But there was a time, about a year and a half ago, when Keys could have easily imagined becoming a tabloid statistic. Frayed by the whirlwind pace of her multifaceted career and the illness of a close family member she won't identify (the relative died in 2007), she was feeling "a little confused and out of it," Keys says.

"I would be someplace, in some situation, and I would say to myself: 'This is how it happens. This is how people crack.' I would actually see why some of the greatest artists have gone through crazy things, because of who's around them or what influences are pushed on them. Or because you're so overtired that you do that one last thing and end up passing out.

"I could see that happening. It was that close to me."

Keys, 28, is sitting in a trailer parked in Manhattan's East Village, where she's shooting an episode of Fresh Takes, a "microseries" airing through April 21 during MTV's "The Hills." Created by Dove to promote its Go Fresh products, the three-minute segments trace the pressures faced by a group of women in their 20s -- something that Keys, who kicks off a national tour Saturday night in Hampton, Va., can relate to.

"People of my generation are such overachievers. There's a stress level, and I've dealt with that, being a hard worker and someone who wants to accomplish a lot of things," says Keys, whose character in Fresh Takes works for a music public-relations firm.

In reality, Keys -- whose third studio album, "As I Am," was last year's fourth-best-selling album and has sold more than 3 million copies since its release in November -- has a coterie of industry insiders working for her and no doubt prodding her to plug her many projects, which also include films, other TV appearances and charity efforts.

Projects include downtime

She'll kick off "Today's" outdoor concert series April 21 and appear on "Late Night With David Letterman" April 29. A portion of "Alicia in Africa: Journey to the Motherland"-- a downloadable documentary tracing Keys' month-long trip to Africa as co-founder of Keep a Child Alive, a foundation focused on combating the global AIDS pandemic -- premiered last week during "Idol Gives Back."