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Patrick Swayze on Cancer: 'I'm Going Through Hell'

Exclusive Interview: Actor Talks to Barbara Walters About His Battle With Cancer and His New Role

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Patrick Swayze and his wife Lisa Niemi at their California ranch with Barbara Walters. Swayze told Walters that, "I have no greater respect for any other human being on this earth like I have for [Niemi]."
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I Can Keep Going

Swayze insists he doesn't want to be the poster boy for living with cancer, but like it or not, his stubborn refusal to let cancer alter his life has become an inspiration. He has received thousands of letters from around the world with advice and encouragement.

"The outpouring of love has, has constantly astounded me," Swayze said.

Swayze said the illness has made him think more about the afterlife.

"I don't know what's on the other side," he said. "It tests everything I believe in … that here is something unique in all of us that does not, does not die."

Swayze said he talks to his father, who died before the actor became famous.

"I like to believe that I've got a lot of guardian warriors sitting on my shoulder, including my dad, saying, 'You just let Swayze dog know it's been his turn all this time. You just let us do the work and we'll finish it for him.' And so, I'm trying to shut up and let my angels speak to me and, and tell me what I'm supposed to do."

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"What winning is to me is not giving up, is no matter what's thrown at me, I can take it," Swayze said. "And I can keep going."

For more information about pancreatic cancer, visit:

The Pancreatic Cancer Network

The Pancreas Center at Columbia University Medical Center

The National Cancer Institute's Pancreas Site

The Lustgarten Foundation

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