Bradley fighting for full credit

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LAS VEGAS -- When Timothy Bradley Jr. had his hand raised as the winner against Manny Pacquiao in June 2012, it should have been the happiest moment of his professional life.

He had been awarded a split-decision verdict against a global icon in an upset, claimed a welterweight world title, made a career-high $5 million purse and should have been on top of the world. Instead the experience turned out to be such a nightmare that he had thoughts of suicide in the months following the fight.

"It was horrible," Bradley told ESPN.com, following the final news conference at the MGM Grand for Saturday's rematch against Pacquiao. "I sat in bed with my wife [Monica] and we cried together because it's supposed to be the happiest moment of our life and all these bad things are happening to us and all these people saying these negative things about me.

"And the more they said, the more you start to believe it. It was horrible, it was a horrible time. Thoughts of [suicide] crossed my mind."

Even though Bradley had gotten the decision, he also drew worldwide ire because virtually everybody -- save for judges Duane Ford and C.J. Ross -- believed Pacquiao had won and done so rather easily. Bradley, however, was not responsible for scoring the fight. He simply fought in it and did so for much of the bout with injuries to both of his feet.

The postfight outpouring of hatred toward him still blows Bradley away, even though he said that, as a Christian man, he has forgiven everyone.

"All I did was fight my fight. That's what I didn't get. I didn't get how people could ridicule me for that," Bradley said. "I been waiting on this my whole life. I've been waiting on this moment. So I get to the mountaintop and it was like I made one wrong move and slipped and fell all the way down that mountain.

"It was like I win, I'm happy as hell, I get out of the ring and then there's all this controversy. I go to the media room and to the press conference. A lot of negative things were said. And then from there fan mail -- I mean haters [sending death threats] -- walking around my city [Palm Springs, Calif.] and everywhere I went it was horrible.

"People said, 'You didn't win that fight. They gave that to you. Bradley, you suck. You're not a true champion. You're a disgrace to boxing. Give the belt back. You're a fake champion. I can't believe you.' It was like I stole something from everybody."

Bradley, 30, thought about retiring, and a guy normally in pristine, immaculate physical condition blew up from his fighting weight of 147 pounds to 185 pounds. He didn't want to leave the house and didn't want to go to the gym.

Ray Bradley, Timothy's father and assistant trainer, said he knew how depressed his son was but had not realized that he had thought about suicide until this week, when Bradley opened up about it.

"I knew about his frustration and I talked to Tim and his mother talked to him, but I didn't think he was that bad off," Ray Bradley said. "But he was in a dark, dark place. I knew [he was depressed] about not being mobile because of his feet and he went on an eating spree. He was at least 185 pounds. He would not go to the gym.

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