Throughout my life, I have suffered regular bouts of depression and have learned to coexist with my diagnosis. With medication and therapy, I have managed to keep my symptoms manageable. Until now, I haven't felt the need to share too many details of my illness with friends and family or to reach out for help to anyone who wasn't a mental health professional. But this winter was different.
Earlier in the season, I had foolishly tapered off my antidepressants. In the midst of a pandemic, combined with the time for seasonal depression and with holiday blues on the horizon, it was exactly the wrong time to experiment with medications. One evening, that precarious time between Christmas and New Year's, I found myself in the midst of a severe depressive episode.
As a psychiatrist, I recognized that I could not attempt to make treatment decisions for myself or battle my illness alone. I recognized I needed help, and so I allowed myself to be vulnerable and reached out to loved ones. To my disappointment, I quickly realized how uncomfortable my emotional state was making those around me.
My tears, lack of motivation and pessimistic attitude was labeled as “being ungrateful." One friend stated he would “talk me out” of my depression, ignorant of the fact that this is an utterly illogical illness.
Clinical depression is not a sad feeling. It’s not a bad mood. It’s a disease. You cannot talk someone out of it any more than you can talk them out of cancer.
Suicide is an unfortunate outcome of this disease. More than 7.1% of U.S. adults are currently living with depression, the National Institute of Mental Health reports. In 2019, an estimated 47,511 Americans died by suicide, according to the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention, making it the 10th leading cause of death in the U.S.
We live in a society that stigmatizes mental illness but mourns suicide. Thousands die in silence every day due to this attitude, while after the fact, their loved ones utter phrases such as “I wish they reached out."
A study from The Harris Poll of a nationally representative sample of U.S. adults in 2020 showed that 93% of adults think suicide can be prevented at least sometimes. Yet, about 6 in 10 said they believe it's difficult to help someone with suicidal thoughts and they're afraid talking about it would make the situation worse or that they wouldn’t know what to say or do.
Mental illness is a subject that makes many people uncomfortable. I've witnessed this firsthand. The reaction I received from those around me made matters worse. For someone in the absolute depths of depression, dealing with these reactions in addition to mental illness is exhausting.
For those whose loved ones are battling depression, remember that your reaction to their suffering matters. Being uncomfortable for a few minutes or hours is worth it if it saves a life. You can't cure the person's depression, but your moral support can do wonders.
When faced with this situation, there are a few things you can do to help.
For someone experiencing depression, being heard can be incredibly therapeutic. Listen and refrain from offering a quick solution. Allow them to express themselves without fear of judgment, rather than accidentally invalidating their pain in a misguided attempt to help them.
Don't ask what they are depressed about
Don’t make the mistake of asking someone why they’re depressed or what they have to be depressed about. Depression is an illogical illness and there isn't always a trigger. Instead, acknowledge their struggle and let them know that it’s OK to feel this way.
Watch your language
Some statements can perpetuate mental illness stigma or cause those with depression to feel discriminated against. Avoid the following phrases:
- "Snap out of it."
- “Things could be worse."
- "You have nothing to be sad about."
- "We've all been there."
- "Be more positive."
- "You are being ungrateful."
- “Look on the bright side.”
Try these phrases instead:
- "Thanks for opening up to me."
- "I'm here for you when you need me."
- “I might not understand how you feel, but I want to help you.”
- "I can't imagine what you're going through."
- "Things will get better."
- "Can I drive you to the doctor?"
- "I’m here for you."
Validate their feelings
You may not understand what they are going through -- and that is OK -- but remember to hear their distress, show that you care and validate their feelings.
Take any suicidal talk or behavior seriously
Almost anyone who has attempted suicide gave some clue or warning. It is important to recognize these signs and know how to respond. Suicide warning signs include:
- Talking about death: Any reference to dying such as “I wish I were never born,” “I’m better off dead," "I want to sleep and not wake up," etc.
- Seeking out means: Attempting to acquire a lethal weapon, collecting pills, knives or any objects that could be used to end a life.
- Hopelessness: Studies have found that hopelessness is a strong predictor of suicide. Statements such as “I have nothing to look forward to” or “what's the point” or other comments that suggest a loss of hope for the future should be taken seriously.
- Getting affairs in order: Writing a will, giving away valuable possessions and making arrangements for loved ones can be reason for alarm.
- Saying goodbye: Unexpected visits or calls to family and friends.
- Sudden sense of calm: If a person appears that they are all of a sudden at peace after being extremely depressed, it can mean that the person has made a decision to end their life.