She even said she was about to cry, adding that this was probably her last reunion show.
Giudice went over her ups and downs on the reality program, saying that she's been through a lot on the show, as a montage of all her fights over the years played in the background. The mother of four daughters also said her proudest moment on the show was probably when she gave birth to Audriana, 4.
As for her future, Giudice, 42, said, "You never know."
"Maybe you'll see me on a cooking show or something else," she added.
Finally, Giudice apologized to all her fans that she admitted, "I let down."
"Through all this, I'm going to make myself a better person and grow," she said.