Gay War Veteran Confronts 'Don't Ask, Don't Tell' Policy

WASHINGTON, Aug. 9, 2005 — -- Sgt. Robert Stout of Utica, Ohio -- an Iraq war veteran and Purple Heart recipient -- visited Capitol Hill a few weeks ago to meet with his state's senators.

Although Stout, 23, says the senators were called in advance of his visit -- something the senators' aides dispute -- neither Republican Sens. George Voinovich nor Mike Dewine would speak with him.

"I just said I wanted to introduce myself to my senator and discuss my state with him," Stout said.

But the fact that Stout is gay is the ultimate reason for his visit.

He wants to lobby Congress to change the military's "don't ask, don't tell" policy, which prohibits homosexuals from disclosing their sexual orientation or speaking about homosexual relationships, while serving in the armed forces.

Stout was in the Army for five years and served in Iraq as a combat engineer for about 10 months. In May 2004, he was patrolling an area about an hour southeast of Samarra when he was injured by a grenade blast.

"The only thing I remember is I heard a loud bang," Stout said, "and it felt like somebody poured water all over my face."

The "water" was actually blood, and after two months of rehabilitation, Stout returned to Iraq with some shrapnel left in his body.

"A couple pieces are still in the arm," Stout said. "Couple pieces in the neck, and I got a couple scrapes on my face and legs."

Stout says he was already sick of living a lie, and in April 2005, his wounds prompted him to out himself to The Associated Press.

"The fact that I can fight, I can bleed, I can die just as good as every other straight man or woman in that military should not bar me from enlistment," he said.

Even though his admission violated "don't ask, don't tell," -- he quite literally and publicly "told" -- Stout was permitted to remain in the military until his normal discharge seven weeks later, as long as he signed a document.

"I would go ahead and sign a paper saying I would not engage in homosexual acts, make homosexual comments, or engage in homosexual marriage, and they would let me discharge naturally," Stout said.