Nicki Minaj Opens Up About Abortion She Had as Teen

"I thought I was going to die," she said.

"I thought I was going to die," she told the magazine of when she found out she was pregnant while in high school in Queens, New York. "I was a teenager. It was the hardest thing I'd ever gone through."

She called it something that has "haunted me all my life" and added, "It'd be contradictory if I said I wasn't pro-choice. I wasn't ready. I didn't have anything to offer a child."

Minaj has kept her private life under wraps until now, but said "I decided there's no reason for me to hide. I'm a vulnerable woman, and I'm proud of that."

In fact after a recent breakup, Minaj says "I had to learn to do something as simple as sleep alone."

The latest issue of Rolling Stone hits newsstands this Friday.