Selena Gomez Says She Feels 'Unauthentic' and 'Disconnected' From Her Music
The singer also said she's disconnected to "myself and my music."
— -- Just days after turning 24, Selena Gomez revealed that she's questioning not only her music but herself.
The singer made the admission after kicking off the Asian leg of her tour, promoting her latest album "Revival," in Jakarta, Indonesia.
"Tonight I felt extremely unauthentic, unconnected to both myself and my music," she posted.
"I've never really felt like my materials, wardrobe or a video could define me. I act on a moment and fear that something hasn't happened," she continued. "I'm stagnant, I stay still and don't just sit with myself first and ask 'Is this where I am, whole heartedly?'"
Gomez concluded: "I've always told the truth. I'm always true to my word, I've shown who I am but I need to rethink some areas of my life creatively and personally."
The singer captioned the message with these words: "not being negative about anything I've done. I'm grateful for every single moment I get here -- Indonesia you were LOUD and clearly inspiring. Love you so much."
Gomez also got emotional onstage -- her voice cracking as she spoke -- while wrapping up her performance, according to a fan's video.
Ahead of performing "Kill 'Em With Kindness," Gomez explained why the hit song was so meaningful to her.
"Because I get really frustrated. I get stupid sometimes. I say things that I don’t mean or that come out wrong just because I care so badly," she admitted. "But the thing is, at the end of the day, no war in anger was ever won.
"I do know that deep down in my heart that I have to believe that we can love each other and always be kind no matter what it takes in us. I believe that we can do that, no matter what," she added.
Gomez's tour will continue until December 18.