'Buffy the Vampire Slayer' Star Nicholas Brendon Opens Up About Arrest in Florida

Nicholas Brendon reveals a troubled past, depression and plans for the future.

The actor, 43, was in town for the ALT*Con pop culture festival and is scheduled to be in court March 30. Brendon spoke to the Tallahassee Democrat about the incident, saying he was in a state of "blackout" after taking sleeping pills.

He said the pills and the depression all added to the "blackout" state and the damage he did to his hotel room, turning over furniture and flipping the bed.

"It's not funny," he added. "I need to go back to my doctor and talk to him. ... People who have a chemical imbalance in their brain, when they are on their medicine, they'll stop taking it because they feel fine. And I stopped taking it and I'm kind of now having to come to terms with what happens when that happens."

"These events kind of give me help and I love meeting my fans," he said. "So, it's kind of like the refuge outside of my head. It's up to me to take care of seeing my doctor again and get back on the proper medicine and not cheating myself, because I hate this. I hate how I feel right now, I hate how I've come off."

The actor, who also starred on "Criminal Minds" from 2007 to 2014, also brought up a topic of abuse, something he's never spoken about publicly before.

"This isn't an excuse for anything," he said. "But when I was a kid, I was molested."

He didn't say who it was but that "from that moment, my life changed immensely. And I haven't talked about it, because I didn't want to use it as a crutch. But I see as I get older, it did have a huge, huge effect on me."

In a separate video interview with TMZ, Brendon explained, "I've been to rehab before and get sober for a long period of time, but this depression sets in and I don't talk to anybody about it," he added, saying that's why he hasn't revealed the past sexual abuse before this interview in Florida.

"It's just really an embarrassing thing to talk about," he said. "It's time to stop thinking that's it's embarrassing."

Brendon's representative did not immediately respond to a request for comment from ABC News.