Exclusive: Ted Haggard Breaks His Silence

Haggard then issued an emotional critique of church leaders for not using his scandal to present Christian love.

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"I believe that he [God] gives us opportunities every couple of years to communicate the gospel worldwide through secular media and we consistently blow it," he said. "A congressman in trouble, that's the time. A family member gets himself in horrible trouble, that's the time. A preacher gets himself in awful trouble, that's the time."