Ever since then-President Trump defamed her in June of 2019, E. Jean Carroll told the jury, she has been inundated with threats of physical and sexual violence.
In one message, Carroll said of the sender: "He wants me to stick a gun in my mouth in pull the trigger."
Another message said, "I hope someone really does attack, rape and murder you."
When another message was displayed for the jury, Carroll said, "I'm sorry people in the courtroom have to see this." Her attorney, Roberta Kaplan, replied, "I'm sorry to have to ask you about it, Ms. Carroll."
The message said, "i will rape u e jean carroll."
Carroll described her visceral reaction to these messages. "The body believes it's going to happen," she said. "It feels like it's going to happen."
Carroll said she now lives her life on "hyper alert" for potential threats in and around her home in upstate New York.
"I have a pit bull rescue. He's a great dog, but I never, never had him off the leash. When the first threats came in, I let him off the leash and he now patrols," Carroll said. "I alerted the neighbors to be on the watch and I bought bullets for the gun I had inherited from my father."
"Where do you keep that gun?" Kaplan asked. "By my bed," Carroll responded.